Sunday, June 26, 2005

it feels like a saturday

Mom just got home from Taiwan. She arrived at around 1130 in the afternoon. I went with my aunt, a cousin, and my granny to fetch her at the airport. All was fun except for the semi-forced small talks I had to do with my aunt. Mom did her antics, the usual stories about the fellow passengers, etc. They were all funny as usual!

After some 2 hours, we arrived at home. I went to see Batman Begins with Ka and Ken. The movie was really awesome. There wasn't a single slow scene. Story was good too. I thought I'd hate Katie Holmes in the movie- 'coz a lot of peeps had told me she was a bit of a misfit in the movie- but she was really okay.

This is not one of my usual Sundays! This is fun!

Got a 730 class tom! So bye for now...

Saturday, June 25, 2005

rainbow fizz

You try so hard to make sense but you forget about the important stuff. It will never be entirely about you. Grow Up. Maybe I just need to listen. I'm not listening well. I'm vague and amorphous. I drift about aimlessly, randomly letting unimportant things weigh me down. Taking a shape means taking the path I don't entirely believe in. But I have to do just that. I must pay attention.

I need some serious dialogue with myself. I am lost. I need someone to help me see clearly again, without having me too convinced of anything.

I'm drunk with rainbow fizz. Where does that came from? I don't want to escape. I just want to see again. I'm numb - with head up high. I don't see my feet. My hands are sweating. I'm cold.

(See Solitaire Mystery by Jostein Gaarder for the rainbow fizz.)

Friday, June 24, 2005

hello garci

Just finished with an assignment for Poli Sci. It's about Lacson's "Be Not Afraid." I think forcing the president to abdicate is the way to go. I mean there are a lot of factors that we should consider before taking part in any movement. There's our economy, solidarity, political rehabilitation, to name a few considerations. No one believes that the opposition has the cleanest intentions. Why is it only now that all of this supposed GMA controversies are coming out? On the other hand, if we don't pursue the issue, how then would you pacify the people? I really don't know what to do, not that I can alter the whole scheme of things. I just feel like I should participate in this social issue. So shut up if you're one for apathy. Hehe!

People want stability. The fact that there has not been a gathering comparable to the first Edsa revolution in the span of time since the scandal surfaced proves this. I guess most people are undecided. I am undecided.

That was not my assignment however. Hehe!

I slept through Naruto! I woke up 7 pm and discovered that I only got 2 hours to do my homework and that it's the news on TV not cartoons. Drat!!! I bought a daily and read the front page and, surprise surprise, it's all about the scandal.

And now, I'm in front of the monitor again. Doing the usual. Nothing's up on TV and the book I bought isn't very riveting. So as another medium of escape, I am in front of the monitor.

Oh and I had a serious chat with Cheson about the formsem. Halfway through our conversation, I was half-fantasizing about gagging him and tying him to the bench and run out of Mateo building. But unfortunately I wasn't able to do just that. People who take themselves too seriously can scare me sometimes.

It was all genuinely fun. I guess I'm just not the type to be all ears, especially when the person speaking wants to affect as someone professional, coming across as if org life is work. I guess Celadon would really have a direction with this guy. He's strict. Most people I know don't even like him. I guess wannabe leaders like him are a must for leading orgs. I was not at all inspired whatsoever because most of his ideas are so ten minutes ago. But at least I get to know the the person who directs the org. I guess he's just dedicated to himself (no kidding) and the org. The former doesn't appeal to me of course.

On other news, geekiness abounds. I want a Naruto head protector. It costs around 350 pesos. Wouldn't that be cool to wear while I read? Hehe! I'm planning to get it on the second week of July. Dance troupe will be practicing on Monday. I hope all GA dancers would come. I miss all of them.

Got a class tomorrow and a dinner. I'm not even sure what time and where it will be. Be seeing Andie at last! I heard she got fat! Hehe! Anyway she's one missable brat. Unfortunately taunting eyes be at my class tom. Anyway, there's always something great about tomorrow.